confused!!!

noooooo!!! why is this happening to me...?! im so freaking confuse right now... T.T i do not want it this way... i do not meant this to happen... haihai.. now im in big trouble ade... shyt lahh!! i cant go on like this.. reallllly confused.. no one can solve this.. and i dont want to talk about this but its just.... haihz... wad should i do??? noooooooooooooooooooooo~ i didnt know by that small act everything will messed up! i dont want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel like rewinding the time and hoped i din did that stupid thing! its not wad i want but everything is so sudden....!!! noooooo i cant do anything to mend it up... *sad*confused*feel like dying*